No he essentially accepted God back into his life, like most scientists and atheists do before they meet their judgment, on top of which he took back Evolution, but it was already too late. That's why Darwin is burning in Hell.
"The strength of God will enable us, a small but faithful band, to overcome the multitude of the faithless." - Robert Guiscard
I pray for your soul. Skepticism and doubt lead to sin, and heresy.