So I'm hallucinating?

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Not the first time i might add, but a bit more on that later on. The other day, i go to the Job center, to see if they have any work placements around, of course i get shunted off the machines when i find something useful and taken to 'My Personal Advisor' who i have never met before, so i get shown a seat and get told that the woman is out somewhere and the guard will go to find her.

Here's where the weirdness comes in, A guy comes over and starts talking, he says he used to know me but i didn't know him, so i figured that its just slipped my mind, his name was Paul Johnson, he was around 32 years old, Blackish receeding hair with green eyes, a White striped shirt and black trousers carrying a portfolio of some kind. So im talking to this guy while waiting trying to figure out where i have saw him from when a woman comes over and asks if im alright. I say that I am, im just waiting for the person to get back so she goes "Oh! You're practicing your speech then?" Im like Uhhh, huh? So she says "Its just that for over the last 45 min you have been talking to yourself, the other people are getting worried"

... :| So im like No, im talking to this guy Paul, he says he knows me so i'm trying to find out where from, right Paul?

The guys no where in sight, the woman says i have been alone in that chair for the past 1 hour 30 waiting.

So this has got me puzzled, i know he was there, he was talking about jobs and what I was looking for, I know that he was there because when he laughed he did one of those little punch to the shoulder things yet apprently he wasn't there.

This is not the first time it's happened, when I got home a feww weeks back, my parents where out and there was a knock at the door, i go down and its this Woman, about 5ft 4", late 20's early 30's and she starts saying that she is in trouble and needs to use a computer fast, so i let her use mine, im on MSN at this time with a webcam, i tell the guy i was talking to that i have to minimize the window a sec because someone wats to use the comp. I had forgot to turn the webcam off so when this woman has left my buddy has some questions, mainly why was i standing up leaning on my chair for the best part of 30 min talking to myself. Not only this, i cant remember anything about what she needed the comp for.

To top it off, my ceiling in my bed room is painted red, recently white marks have been appearing over the ceiling, its like a white misty dust stuff, yet its hard to the touch and doesn't seem to come off, my dad has saw it and says its like someone has been painting the ceiling from the inside, to make things worse, theres a frigging huge handprint, about 3" bigger than my hand on the ceiling, i have a friend in the police who did a check on the prints i lifted only to say that there were no print patterns on the lift, only the hand outline. I will try to get some pics of the room itself and the outline shortly.

More stuff happens in that room too, i frequently wake up on the opposite side of the room standing up, i have also woke up with long cuts down my chest and back that dont hurt and seem to go after about 2 hours of waking.

So anyone know what the hell is happening? I sure dont but i wanna. I dont think its down to stress, because im not really stressed, i get depressed occasionally but not that often now.
 
welcome!

we don't suffer from insanity, we enjoy it! :D




if you're being serious, that does sound strange. i don't know. have you spoken to your parents about it?
 
This is your mind's way of telling you to lay off the shrooms. If a whole room full of people swears you were by yourself then I'm afriad it looks like it was all in your head.
 
I suggest going to you're local doctor and seeing what he thinks of it. They are there to help after all.


And it can't hurt right?
 
I dont smoke or take drugs, hell i dont take medication (injectionwise, tablets and stuff ar not that bad i hope) because i have a case or paranoia in that who knows what my info is being used for, stupid i know but thats the feeling i have.

As for doctors, i have had checks, i refuse to have blood taken because i dont like people sticking sharp things in me, other words, im terrified of needles, they have done scans and have found nothing wrong from that, the really want my blood though, it seems every time i go there they want some of it but i refuse each time, mainly due to the needle thing but also going back to the paranoia.

My parents dont really think its true because they haven't had the same experience.

One thing that the Docs cant figure is that after most of this stuff happens, i get a severe headache, like someone is pressing their thumbs at full power into my temples, several times the pain had been that bad that i have gone unconcious. At first, i thought it may have been a tumor or something like that yet the scans came back clean except part of my brain is working hard than the other parts, they say its probably because of that, plus the shock of waking up in a different place or being told that the person isn't tehre is causing a rush of adrenaline which is too powerful, thus the pain.

While i dont really mind the stuff happening im just curious as to why it is happening with no explination.
 
It's all just swamp gas and mirrors.
Thats definitly some strange stuff, and if your ARE doing drugs, I'd like to know what. :D
 
you could be schizophrenic, although I've never heard of someone having such a vivid or long lasting hallucination. Go see a doctor, he'll be able to refer you to someone who can help.
 
Is the same think like in a beatifull mind, you should really go and see a doctor, it can become dangerous after a while.
 
I sort of wish this kind of thing would happen to me. at least people would visit me then, real or not. :P

I must say though, that sounds really bizarre. go see a doctor, but make sur eyou don't end up in the mental ward...

still, much as I hate to sound ignorant, I'm kind of envious :)
 
You don't MIND it happening?! :eek: I'd be totally freaking out... sure sounds like it could be schizophrenia...
 
hmm that is odd my friend. What I suggest you do is start meditating, strengthen your mind and releave any stress you may have. Do breathing excersises, listen to peacefull music or nature sounds. Change your diet, start a vitamin regement. All will be fixed soon enough. Another thing you could check for is molds in your house or places you often go, also try and figure out if there is any strange magnetic/electrical fields around your house. Sounds crazy, but it just might work.
 
Innervision961 said:
hmm that is odd my friend. What I suggest you do is start meditating, strengthen your mind and releave any stress you may have. Do breathing excersises, listen to peacefull music or nature sounds. Change your diet, start a vitamin regement. All will be fixed soon enough. Another thing you could check for is molds in your house or places you often go, also try and figure out if there is any strange magnetic/electrical fields around your house. Sounds crazy, but it just might work.
Or, you know, actually go to a doctor and maybe get some medication... :rolleyes:
 
Letters said:
Or, you know, actually go to a doctor and maybe get some medication... :rolleyes:
He just said he didn't like doctors because he is paranoid, i'm just throwing out some extra stuff he could try. Nothing I said could hurt him, it'd sure do more good than anything. So if he isn't going to go to a doctor then why not try something else? Don't be such an ass pony.
 
this is just a wild stab, who knows

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Sounds like you really are crazy. Do/did you get good grades in school?
 
What the hell is that supposed to mean JFry? What's the connection between the two?

Anyway I suggest doing what Innervision said, try meditating and calming your mind..

A strange thing happened to me while I was sick with a fever, I kept seeing these black little dots flying infront of me, and I thought they were flys so I tried catching them, and then my mom saw me and asked me what I was doing.. :P
 
SHIPPI said:
That is definately very creepy. :|

Very creepy indeed!

Don't worry though I'm sure it's nothing life-threatening, and I don't think it could be schizophrenia or multiple personality disorder. But what do I know?... I'm not a doctor.

Make an appointment with a psychiatrist ASAP!
 
Thats very crazy..maybe you suffer from shizophrenia(spell?) like in the movie A Beutiful Mind..
 
Innervision961 said:
He just said he didn't like doctors because he is paranoid, i'm just throwing out some extra stuff he could try. Nothing I said could hurt him, it'd sure do more good than anything. So if he isn't going to go to a doctor then why not try something else? Don't be such an ass pony.
Ass pony, huh? Doing all that 'natural therapy' bullshit won't help a damn thing... for God's sake, he's having conversations with people that aren't there... there's some serious shit going on, and delaying finding out what's really wrong because he's paranoid or afraid of needles is NOT GOOD. Things could start going very, very wrong. I have a relative that ended up half-way across the country and very, very confused because of schizophrenia...
 
Laying off some stress would do wonders for you. Go to a masseuse (sp?) or start resting occasionally, or meditation or something like that.

The only thing doctors or could help you width on this is making you a medication druggie or getting you in a mental institute.
 
CrazyHarij said:
Laying off some stress would do wonders for you. Go to a masseuse (sp?) or start resting occasionally, or meditation or something like that.

The only thing doctors or could help you width on this is making you a medication druggie or getting you in a mental institute.
Oh... my... God... what is wrong with you people? These things ARE treatable! And in REAL ways I mean... not this meditation CRAP you guys are suggesting.
 
*sniff* *sniff*

I smell a wind-up.
Suggestion: go take some more creative writing courses, the last one didnt work.
 
Maybe I'm just weird but I kind of want this to happen to me. Maybe I'm just crazy or something.
 
While it might not be life threatening and i dont really mind it happening, the one thing i do mind is the people who come up asking what im doing, if im talking to myself then thats obviously what i am doing.

I have to admit that i hadn't thought of the possibility of schizophrenia, it sure would answer for a lot of things, as far as i know, i haven't had any sort of MPD but how do they test for that sort of stuff? If its spontaneous and can occur at any given time, how can one be prepared to have doctors see it first hand?

It is an alleyway i would consider though, i'll get on the blower to mp GP tomorrow and see if they can recommend anything.

Thanks for the suggestions peeps.
 
This is a joke, right? A f*cking cruel joke.

Oh, sorry, I meant life, not your story. Erm, I would be seriously getting freaked out right now if I were you. While I'm sure there's something to be said for 'natural therapy' I think you should really see a doctor or preferably a psychaitrist. Good luck with not going utterly mental. I hope that didn't sound too flippant, though I'm slightly paranoid when it comes to things like this, I can never quite be sure you're not just lying for a laugh. You're not, I assume. Or are you? OR ARE YOU?
 
Adrien C said:
Is the same think like in a beatifull mind, you should really go and see a doctor, it can become dangerous after a while.
That movie was completely unrealistic...

Schizophrenics rarely see people, ever. When they do, its even more rare that they are full people (mostly just disembodied heads or something of the sort)

...and in every schizophrenic book I've read, it always says that people never have coherent conversations with their hallucinations.


BUT. You may have Associative Identity Disorder (Multiple Personalities). I think that is what its called. Sometimes your imagination runs wild with you and you end up thinking there is someone there when there isn't. And other times you act like the person. The thing about Associative Identity Disorder is that... well, half of psychologists think it is a real problem. The other half think its a load of bullshit.

And Letters.. stress does cause things like this a lot of the time. Maybe meditation sounds stupid, but stress is a major factor in a lot of mental and physical problems. It couldn't hurt to try. And generally people don't like to jump right on medication, as that usually has bad aftereffects :(

I'm not an expert, but I did a lot of research on schizophrenia and other mental diseases year. And I have schizophrenic relatives.

So, I suggest seeing a psychologist right away, really. It isn't good that this is happening. :) But I'm sure that the doctor can help ya out. And stress management wouldn't hurt either. :D

..or you could be lying, this is the intarweb of course :thumbs:
 
Definitely go try to see a doctor. It would be the best thing you could do.
 
Well, if you see girls coming into your room, I guess you woulden't mind, would you ?
 
Maybe you're like Tyler Durden and your mind creates these people who you actually want to be :O

lol kidding :P
 
I havent been on here for long but ill take a shot at this. A few months back i saw this program on the discovery chan about this family that are going threw what your going threw. And it all started off with there younger doughter she keeped seeing this older man. Her parents didnt know what was going on so they moved closer to the mothers parents and then the whole family started seeing other ppl in the house. the dad woke up in the middle of the night and he had cuts all up and down his side and back, and they heard things in the rooms that they stayed in. The mothers parents also saw these things when they were youger. they still see these ppl till this day. NOT trying to freak ya out or nething but have you asked your parents if they have had nething like that before. but like i said i saw this on tv and i dont know how true it was.
 
JunkieXL said:
Maybe you're like Tyler Durden and your mind creates these people who you actually want to be :O

lol kidding :P


hahahah I was just about to say sounds like Fight Club to me.
 
i dont suggest you see docturs

damn docters they think im a pincusion

oh ya.... is anything stress fill happining cause..ya now...stress screws you up
 
soon you'll be seeing the giant time travelling rabbits from outer space :)
 
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