sinkoman
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You ever want to blow your brains out because you just can't stop thinking?
It just feels like there's always a flurry of "potential future scenarios" racing around my head, always screaming at me what might happen, delving into scenarios that i'd like to happen, and trying to figure what'd turn negative scenarios in my favor.
I can't not think. There's too much running through my head. Every moment of solitude I find is constantly bombarded with what might be the future, and of what I ought to have done in my past.
It makes me want to just hold a gun to my temple, just to make the thinking end. There's no amount of drugs or sober distractions that can make me just lay in peace, and exist without thought.
It just feels like there's always a flurry of "potential future scenarios" racing around my head, always screaming at me what might happen, delving into scenarios that i'd like to happen, and trying to figure what'd turn negative scenarios in my favor.
I can't not think. There's too much running through my head. Every moment of solitude I find is constantly bombarded with what might be the future, and of what I ought to have done in my past.
It makes me want to just hold a gun to my temple, just to make the thinking end. There's no amount of drugs or sober distractions that can make me just lay in peace, and exist without thought.